There is a gnawing at my flesh. Dull teeth biting at my inability. I am disabled by my strong desire for freedom. Untouchable is a delusion that I have painted across my life’s canvas. Unwilling, yet able to see pass the smaller picture. I view my regret in 4k. I sense displeasure with every wrong decision I have made. As I stand shorter than I ever have. This limited view makes me nervous; Leaves my bones shaken. Uncertainty has always been my worst intangible fear. The very air that I breathe feels thin as I inhale. The doubt weighs heavy on my chest. I collapse into myself as I fall sleep for the night.